Monday, January 4, 2010

Unscheduled Scenic Routes...... is gone

Well, as you can see, I have changed the title of my blog.  And why?  Well the old name reflected my feelings of being lost, not understanding why I was different, only knowing I was.  Finally understanding who I am, and not being the freak that I have always felt is beyond words wonderful.  It is just as a window being opened into an long unaired room, blowing in fresh air, and dissipating the dust and despair.

I feel free in a way I haven't felt in...... well forever.  The last few days have brought clarity to my past like never before.  Feeling like a new born had me desiring to jettison my old blog title, and this new one describes how I feel now.  Out from my confusion, isolation, and into the possibilities that today and tomorrow hold.  If there is any regret at all for me, it's the years of wasted effort flailing and thrashing around in self doubt and anguish.

Thank you all again for being so supportive of me!

Continuing the theme from my previous blog, the banner pictures will continue to reflect my mood at the time of the post, except for now they will reflect my feelings of my androgyne gender.  Is it a boy, or a girl putting on the jacket?  Who knows, and that alone makes me smile.  How long will this continue?  I don't know, for a while at least.

5 comments:

  1. That's a great new title. I think we could all do with a walk out into the great wide open.

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  2. I am looking forward to taking a trip into the Great Wide Open with you. Glad your feeling better about life!

    Yours in blogland,
    Ryan

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  3. Love the new title, Biki, feels positive and adventurous, kind of like I always think of you :)

    Love
    Mac

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  4. that's a pretty cool title. it took my forever to think up of a nice one, so i ended up stealing the idea from Brett.

    lol.

    But congrats with the new found clarity. I'm still searching for mine ;)

    take care

    Ron

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  5. Happy Birthday !!!!!!!!!!! Yes I know it not your real birthday. But for me this is the day I going to celebrate Biki's birth. So Happy Birthday I am thrilled that you we able to come to terms with yourself. Even more thrilled you a role model and support to many others. So cheese burger with no cheese lol ( you can have chocolate with your fries I guess too) .... Looking forward to many more knowing you ... Love till the End ... Love Lee

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