Tuesday, January 5, 2010

unkillable monster

and yet again the monster has escaped from its cage leaving me torn and bleeding......will this never stop?...i suppose it never will.......forward progress is made......happy me.......and then i stop watching it........and someone slips in and opens the cage door...................................................................................only this time im very very tired of fighting it...........so for once it can have its way with me.........and i shall see how this all ends.......not talking of suicide not a coward....love my family to much........but done battling against an endless tide.................................................................................................................................................. i shall see who wins the monster or me......................................at this point i dont really care anymore.........

5 comments:

  1. don't worry.

    I'm sure even if it feels like you're done with any further fighting...

    The monster is f*cked.

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  2. I have guns..., lots and lots of guns..., both real and metaphorical. Also I have knives, big "Fuck off" shiny ones.

    I know your aversion to fighting, so I am prepared to do it for you..., no monster shall dare to go near MY biatch!!!

    Seriously mate, if you need me I'm here..., just shoot the ping..., you know what to do.

    Courage and Honour!

    Octavius.

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  3. The armies of blog world are here with you Biki. Let us know when and how we can help....although I will need to borrow someone's guns...

    Ryan

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  4. Biki
    I know the monster's hard to kill, shit do I know that!

    Don't let it win

    Love
    Mac

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  5. I got you back ... and if not am here for you to cry on or for support... breathe. Remember I kinda of warn you about this ... but your stronger than you think... and you damn sure have people .... YOU KNOW YOUR NOT ALONE>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Love Lee

    P.S. Dont scare me anymore ...

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