Monday, March 30, 2015


This picture came out I thought really nicely, so am sharing my flower love with y'all.  Love my hipsamatic app.

I'm still struggling with my gender issues.  Every so often they squiggle out thru the cracks in my defenses.  And there they be, again.  Grief.  Sadness.  The useless struggle of a being with no way out of the trap.  This song says it all,  "these feelings won't go away".  No matter how well I wall off my desire to be male.


  1. First up, what you mentioned on my blog yesterday about being told to stay in "your place"?
    Fuck that. Fuck that person who believes that's a Christian thought.

    Secondly ... flowers are gorgeous.

    Thirdly; how hard it must be to keep suppressing a feeling or desire or thought, no matter how valid the reasons for doing so might be. I can only scarcely imagine ...

    Fourthly: great sad thoughtful tune I'd never heard before. Haunting.

    Fifthly[?] Peace.

  2. I had no idea you were going through a really tough stretch. Hang in there. :-(

    I've been dealing with some issues myself, and if it weren't for The Sims 4 I'd be much worse off right now.

    Those flowers are gorgeous!

  3. I love the flower picture! Totally EXCELLENT!

    Email to follow.

    Peace <3